After a few years like this, I suddenly got used to the days when no one was calling. It’s good to have a couple of people in a simple and busy life. Some friends complained a few years ago and said that you didn't play with us. I don't think I don't want to play. I have no time and no energy.
Who doesn't want to play, who doesn't want a bunch of friends, I didn't dare to go out to eat in the first two years. I felt very lonely when I went out to eat, because many people are in groups, and I have only one or two people around me, even myself. A person.
After watching a Japanese TV show《孤独的美食家》, I suddenly found out that I was not alone, so I began to enjoy loneliness from enduring loneliness.
No one calls no one, no one sends a WeChat to no one. It takes a long time to realize a lot of truths. People are a bit bitter to live, but they must be bitter.
Today, don't say anything, I don't expect anyone to call, if someone calls me, I will be particularly nervous and afraid, because the forgotten person has already been in the sea, knowing who called the phone will think: he gives What do I call? He is married and the child is born. He has something to look for. I am most afraid of a strange number. It is best to mark it as "sales" or "scam". The worst thing is that it was not received at the time. When I got to the phone, I found out that there was a missed call, but I didn’t know if I should go back. Shouldn’t I go back. Should I go back.xx